/hawker/sidd/caro/02/04/87

/hawker/sidd/caro/02/04/87

"the thoughts of tomorrow will never be a help if we rely on it. rather,we should always be aware that our actions are the true ways to a better path.."

i see things the way they should be.. i don't care if you judge me or not.. i just wanna live my life in the manner i want it to be.. freedom, happiness and love.. that's all i need for my life.. no more no less.. (hope i see u around..)

i know its hard for me to do this but i think it's time. i'm so sorry that i have to go. i never wanted for this to happen but the situation calls for it. i didn't regret a single moment that i was with you. i have always cherished those little things you've done for me. i've kept all your letters and still reminiscing the past we had. it's time to move on. but do remember that you will always have a place here in my heart. so, take care and i hope you'll find someone who's better than me. remember, i'm your friend whatever the odds may be..

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23-03-2005
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haven't slept too long these past few days.. i've been thinking 'bawt sum "thing".. i've talked to mah friends 'bawt this and i only got 1 straight answer.. GO FOR IT.. well i guess they're right and my doubts are just messin' my mind up.. i need courage and lots and lots of confidence for this action.. dang boi, if it ain't now, when'st gonna be??? will i let this pass and maybe regret it in the future?? hell no fool!!!! i just need to find the right time and place when i should say "holla!!".. then maybe good things might just happen.. do it tight boi, and stick 'em up on the top.. be straight forward and stop messin' the lines for you you just might end up bein, uhmmm.. busted!!! haha!!! (bang!)

marso 17, 2005 | 3:20 am
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i'm chattin wid my friend at the yM and some things just crossed our minds.. then, he reminded me of my best friend whom i love so much.. he started asking me questions.. questions which are, so common when it comes to these topics.
then suddenly, i realized that i'm not the ideal guy he wants. i'm kinda like a dirt bag which is so shitty and all that.. nevertheless, i'm still hanging on and assuming that she can be my one and only in the future..
i am hoping that god may permit me to do so coz i really love her.. seriously.. almost 1 year and i don't know how many months we've known each other but yes, i do really love her.. so much!!!!
hope you see this.. you know who you are and i'm so sorry i can't talk to you all the time.. money talks with mom are just so.. irritating?? but i got no choice but to help..
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll be back from the states in no time, i promise!!!!! Ü

"never leave a place without leaving a mark."